Another day is ahead..

Currently stil working at kumon..stil haven done the homework xD
i got my P for car!=D luckily no nid to waste more money to retake.hehe
but id used all my first pay juz for this driving lesson == hav to dig my bank somemore total i used at least 600..TT
now stil haven practise to drive saga..

Ya i wanna change work..this sunday wanna stalk jusco for vacancy.
hopefully can get a better one la..like vincci but it only nid full time now..no more place..
i sure wil miss some of the students there..
junxian so cute er!! N cheechung..colten..karwai..jingxian..cheehyan..n aso changquan lol hes the most handsome guy in this centre xD cant believe hes juz form2=O
i still dunno how to tell mschan bout it..lol
she wil eat me up TT

Nex is..im goin to genting nex month 5th n 6th..
dun actually like genting but want to go out with them..at least a trip after spm though..
but i was so sad n disappointed..
cuz i tot i can finally go to a trip with him..
cuz he was quite delighted with my invitation at first
but then..he turn me down..cuz he wanna bring a lori of his frens along..
ya..i cant bring him hapiness huh..=)
i accepted this truth n trying to persuade myself
mayb its not a bad thing after all
hes at least safe at his home without going out for this trip..
ya its a good choice=D
at least ur safe..yokata..=D

So fast..27 more days n results will b out..
i dreamed that i get 3 or 2 bs of 5 subjects..
waa reli a nightmare..lol
hope it wil b way more better=)
Now chasing code geass. Reli superb!
its the first time i watch military type anime that is such amazing!
the author is juz so geng
every episode makes me wanna watch more!
its so tempting..sugoi!!
ja! Oyasuminasai!=D

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Some facts thats quite true XD

A REAL BOYFRIEND

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth

Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she

thinks shes stronger than you

Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough

Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet

Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you

Give her your attention

When she pulls away

Pull her back

When you see her at her worst

Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying

Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking

Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared

Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie

Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you

Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time

reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt

Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you

she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands

Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;

bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret

keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes

dont look away until she does

When she says it's over

she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin

she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:

"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Gone TT..

hes gone..TT
he went back juz now ahead to bahau in negeri9.
then only go back sabah
cuz he wanna celeb vday with her i think ;)
hahahaha hes my bro XD
aih talk bout vday tmr im officially guo valentine's day alone again=)
wish to go out with him but xun la..


yesterday went jusco with dad n bro.
suddenly i miss him..TT
reli wish to go out with him sure so syok^^
then we went yikfoong to stalk for his laptop bag n bought it for 25 only.
then saw my gang ;D
but i din call tap dyckson n kie
only kahwai n khongwei saw me
i din manage to go find supian as well x(


the day bfor yesterday went mamak stall with soolee in desa aman
n we 'accidently' passed by his mum's shop XD
at first i saw his mum quite ok de
but then soolee said shes quite looking fierce
then we once more pass by lor
then i see see har aso..abit fierce la
but not sure aso cuz i was shy to look at her cuz she always stared at us whenever we passed by
she knows us?=O XD
n i saw his grandma
i was thinking is she the one that he hates so much?
hahahahaha the clips incident XD
hahahahaahahahaha XDD
i still hav no idea why he hates her so much..


soolee said i haven giv up yet..LOL
do i?XD
dunno la..see la=)
sure so nice if we can together go shop groceries stuffs n food x)


yesterday midnite had a very nice starcraft with bro LOL XD
we almost dead (hes the one who almost dead XD)
ya he built his base on my base cuz his base was conquered by pc XD
but finally we won!
the glory was ours XD
luckily i insisted to continue playing ;D
n aso yesterday cs aso nice played with him 
hahahahaha 2 vs 6
LOLOLOL XD
nice game ;)


oh ya yesterday i passed my trial driving test
but i din go jalan d or e
cuz he said im good enuf for that so no nid to drive him there XD
but i was hoping to drive out cuz practise more is better ma
but i stil dunno why he put a cross for my gear part
i used suitable gear wat..==
but aso grateful that i passed!
thank God=D
but so heartache when i heard i nid to pay 100+ more for my P licence== TT
hav to dig my money again..;(
ya this friday hope that everything goes rite
cuz that day trial aso i was quite nervous XD
i think today morning hes busy mayb went for driving lesson?=)
cuz yesterday nite he slept so early n morning i din see him on
hehe im a real stalker XD


aiya now only i knew guilty crown is an ongoing series..
i shud watch other first but its reli nice x)
but now i dun reli like the current shu..he overuse his power x(
nex i wanna continue n finish working!! last time watch til episode 7.
now wanna watch conan ep.644 ;D


ja~

Let Go..

ya i think its time to do this which is to let go of him

although recently many unexpected things happened

but still.. i think i shud let him go..since he never take any action

ya i was quite shocked n hapi that he msn me few days ago..

its been a while but i realized that..i shudnt do this anymore

im not pathetic as tap said.. he said he was pity on me whenever i talked about zheng

though sometimes i did..feel sad when i talked bout him (cuz many things i see also reminds me of him) but i shud know that mayb wat he did to me is rite

mayb there wil b a better one for him=)

so i shud b grateful cuz he din choose me

so that he can love n loved by someone else better!

but im sure hes reli a good guy. seriously

not like last one

my 6th sense is amazing ;)

looks like my final choice is to go for form6

cuz i hav no other choice

UNLESS

i kena matriculation

then this one lain cerita lo

this means that i hav to watch zheng partner with someone else in 6th form nite..

not me anymore..

hope that he wil b hapi^^

I AM NOW OFFICIALLY GIV UP ON U

BUT THIS DOESNT MEAN THAT I STOP EHEM-ING U

CUZ ITS HARD

SO..I WIL TRY MY BEST

N THANK U FOR ALL THESE TIMES N HAPPINESS THAT UVE GIVEN ME

THANK U SO MUCH..

ya this is the real one

rather than see him feel guilty bout me

i would love to see him smile at me once more..=)

its been a long time no see his smiles..

n his cute sleeping face..

dun worry IM STRONG BABE!^^

k la no mood to think wat else to write..

wanna continue watch my anime

currently chasing korewa zombie desuka?

quite funny=)

so that i can used up my time not to rmb bout him

ya he crosses my mind whenever im free or even im busy sometimes

i shud now learn to hold this stuff

oyasumi mina san!

oyasumi..zheng..=)

Finally his new song officially released!!

IVE BEEN WAITED FOR SO LONG N IT FINALLY RELEASED!

SO HAPI^^

ANOTHER SUPERB SONG FROM HIM

ANOTHER GREAT CREATION FROM HIM

BUT

HIS VOICE N SONGS STIL AS NICE AS LAST TIME

ADAM LAMBERT ROCKS!!=D XD

hapi+sad+sien+delighted

i was so sad cuz my dad n mum like to compare me with others..
about my english.
i know im weaker in speaking but i was juz using broken eng while chatting with frens but not with seniors or teachers
sometimes to teacher me did aso but juz for fun ma..
i know they care but they shudve known that i hate ppl comparing others with me or even other ppl i wil get mad
reli wth? r we born to b compared with others?
i wil definately wont compare my son or daughter with his or her frens later on..
they know how hurtful is this?
they made me feel like..im totally useless or feel like they regret that im their daughter but not her
arrrhhh!!
its not the first time jor lor..
aih juz leave it.==


now the hapi thing is..he found me to chat!^^
this thing happened yesterday nite n today as well
yesterday he asked me that was me failed my driving test? x)
hehe...reli soooo hapi leh!
until i sleep till so lena^^
like hugging him x) hahahahahaha paiseh XD
then today we talked about kieran's acc being hacked by a perverted girl
yerr~
poor kie TT
but hes so funny leh
he even saved their conversation in a wordpad text hahahahaha
xiu sei ngo ar him XD
ya juz like him n he never changed^^
but me so jealous leh..he treated that girl so nice..x( TT..
duwan choi him jor sad~TT
but im stil so hapi until now ^^
i think this happiness will last for a week XD
long time no see him..T^T


ok nex title is sien
sien cuz today onwards i hav to do kumon homework
sien till all aso sup sup sui but time wasting one
waa reli sien er!!
waste my time waste my energy waste my calculator's batt XD
aih.. dunno shud join kahwai they all work anot leh..
see sin la 
second sien is i hav to wait til nex sun only driving test for trial
those painting on road in mengelembu ar..reli i feel like screwing those who paint it
luen dou..==


nex would b delighted
today was my first time personally teached a boy in kumon
LOL he kept on looking at me n smiled
funny ar him stil say ppl funny wor ==||
mayb im too pretteeyy for him until he lost his concentration hahahahahahaha XDD
nola kiddin
but then..wa abit muntah darah ar teach him==
tiru jwpan pandai tapi jwb lain cerita==
budak ni..aih xde ubat ar
said wat this one aso not test
if now aso cant do then test do wat ar?
draw babi inside ar XD
aih dunno la
actually this job not as good as other ppl think
its diff from kindergarten 
this one all the time aso seeing ppl with stressing face
waa unacceptable lor
reli killing me to see them
esp those who wont smile back to me reli feel like shooting them
smile back aso canot meh x(
but i got my fav 2 or 3 kids^^
wa a guy hor terus dtg then ambil ans book salin bulat bulat one
until today he felt guilty so wanna change some of his ans but aso change wrong so i purposely duwan let him correct all
muahahahahaha cuz reli he shows no effort
but i think mayb hes sick of all these la..
lol tricked him hahahahahaha XD
hes from iis de kaya punya budak==
but..quite handsome aso la hahaha
i rmb 1st time he saw me that time me saw him watching over me lol
wat to do me too leng d x) hahahahahahaha joke la aiyo whre got la..
im juz a normal girl=)


today is that guy's bday..
anyway hapi birthday to him la!
hope that he wil reli hapi with her=)
ya no nid buy n think present for him XD
he shudve went out with her=)


stil so hapi bout it x)
hehe..told ya it at least lasts a week XD
dunno he sleep jor mei leh=)
sleep jor lu
me aso sleep lu~
oyasumi mina-san^^

Still dunno wat i shud do..

Yesterday nite i dreamed bout him again..
i dream that his frens force him to hug me n tell me his true feelings.
i was like walking away cuz duwan him to b forced
but then his frens like yithoe ar..they all reli angkat him n make him hug me!
i reli feel like hes hugging me from bhind..
so comfy n protected de feel..
i dunno la seems like my imagination too strong d until can feel it like real..xD
So hapi leh..=)
but at the same time feeling sad aso..
luckily my bro sleep so tight=)

I stil hav no idea wat to do la..
i always feel like letting it go but aso feel like duwanna giv up..wanna wait for him..
But think think har..aso useless one la wait for him
i think he wanna go u only mayb start it so if until that time d he sure wil meet another d la..
thats why aso i shud giv up but i cant stop my interest n feelings toward him..
i jz cant stop it dang it!x(
now wat im thinking is..hope that time wil vanish it all..someday...
juz now i sent him his photos in fb
i sent him the one that he captured with yh too..
i was quite sad that time..
he made me hav to save that pic in my pc cuz he cant see it thru the link that i sent..
i reli duwanna hav that pic..
he din reply me after i shared that pic
n i said nite to him...
nite..=)

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MY VERY 1ST PAY!!XD

i took my salary

rm310 only but 2 weeks n more only i worked

=D

now left 100 TT

know why?

driving lessons==

i paid most of it..i think it costs me 500 bucks..sad er

i work so cham now left less than half?

arrrrrrrhhhhh!!!

but its my fault aso

cuz i duwanna ask my dad for the money

cuz i think cny he used a lot of money d

later he so cham

so fast cny ended..

big bro aso went back kl..

funny ar yesterday i send him to railway station again== xD

aih..

still abit in cny mood

but hav to work..=(

last sat we went out!

we went parade lok ling xD

waa i aso cant believe that my first match i strike leh!

hahahahahaha xD

quite fun aso=D

we din manage to watch movie

cuz parade gsc sucks!

hahahahaha only 4 movies

one of them is sumpahan kum kum

LOL so funny ar the name XDD