=D

Sei-kun!
im stil not over you..
watashiwa anata o aishi tsudzukemashou..
maji! watashiwa dai suki des! 
tadashi anatawa nanimo iwanai
demo , watashiwa akirameru koto wa arimasen!
ano..
shikashi , watashiwa nani mo shimasen
daijobu..shinpaishinaidekudasai=)

neh.. saikin ogenkideska?
hisashiburi neh..
 

SADDD

STIL SO SAD ER ABOUT MY RESULTS..
WHY MUST IT BE ME?!
AIHHH DUNNO LAH..SO SAD ER
CHISAN GOT 5A'S 4B'S 
DOU GU DOU GELAH SHES SO GENG ONE
WAA RELI SAD AR FEEL LIKE IZIT RELI MINE?
AIHHHHHH DUN CARE LA STPM GET 3.8 THEN ENUF XD
BUT STIL DUNNO WAT TO CHOOSE..
PHYSICS CHEMI OR BIO CHEMI OR ARTS INSTEAD?
ARHHH!!
ARCHITECTURE?
FINANCE?
OR SCIENCE FIELD?
DIM SHUEN?!!
1 MORE MONTH TO GO LOH FAST FAST DECIDE!
BUT DUNNO LAH..
SIEN LOR
AIHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
HOU SEONG SUM ARRR....

Form6, i will take u down!!

I DONT CARE ANYMORE!

I WANT TO GET 3A'S ABOVE FOR FORM6!!

THATS MY TARGET N I WIL ACHIEVE IT NO MATTER HOW!!

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED.

N IVE PREPARED TO LIVE A BORING LIFE FOR THESE 2 YEARS AHEAD

-ive prepared to be a nerd xD

-no more always outing n yes for study everyday when back home, dont care i can rmb til stpm anot but i wil read aso juz to make me no regrets after take my stpm results=)

-hope that i wont be coo-coo hahahaha cant wait to see how i look if im diligent xD

but until now im stil undecided to take wat subject XD

i heard zheng probably wil choose physics chemi..sad lo if i choose bio chemi..not same class lor=(

i juz feel sad imagining if hes close to some girls else..

First Shock of my life

today i took my spm results
guess wat i had?
3As6Bs
not 6As3Bs
3As!!
reli?maji?hontoni?
its been 13 hours since i took my results n now i stil cant believe this..
but i hav to accept it..cuz i can do nothing..
recheck sure no use one. waste money
i got:
bm - B+
bi - A
moral - B?!
sejarah - B?!
mm - A
addmaths - A-
physics - B+?!
chemi - B+
bio - B
those with (?!) reli cant believe!
i know i can get A for those after i did my exam
nowadays reli.. i heard a news about gov..
dunno la but this year reli quite unusual
alot of them so geng aso dropped..
dunno lah! 
juz wanna say I AM TRUELY DISAPPOINTED WITH THE RESULTS!! but not reli to myself cuz im sure i worked reli hard..real hard


ya my full a spree had ended yesterday. just like soolee xD
same place mati xD
but me mati more teruk hahahaha jkjk ;D
but i was quite hapi that my dad din stab me much. but he some kind of console me=D
indirectly lah hahahaha cuz he wil never directly do it so


i am reli reli sad er..i tot i can get better results for hoongkee's bday..
hapi birthday to him! 
but i couldnt make it..sorry..
i cant get flying colours anymore..
not even can smell the smoke of flying colours==
today the first person i contact with was big bro
hahahaha cuz he wil console me n support me one=)
my mood went better after he talked to me
n he invited me to go kl this sat to meet with sis aso
i think im going x)
long time no see sis n aso bro..
i was so scare to tell dad n bro-->hoongkee after knew my results
cuz: dad wil stab me n bro wil scold me
hahahaha both aso hurt xD


hapi for kahwai n joc
kahwai finally beat chua after trying for so long=)
but chua reli is a type of legend xD
joc got 5As!
bm A+ somemore wor geng loh
bm reli hard to get a in gov exam one..
n im hapi that i helped her with her maths reli paid off!
i stayed back for her er T^T =D
shes reli hapi with it. n i feel glad for her too=)
but when i looked at myself..aih..!


so sad today i saw zheng..
but i din talk to him n not even stay close to him..
the first time i saw him in school jau saw him n his gang with yh already..
straight away my mood dropped into -1
at first also already so sad with my results n feel like so ashame to see him
but after seeing him around her..lagi no mood to even watching over him..
actually i hope to get better results than her this time..
one of my hardwork aso bcuz of this
but..seemed like i failed
so..shes better for u..
so..mayb its a good thing that i got these results?
so that i can make this as one of the reasons to let him go..
u deserve better..
i actually wished to b consoled by him..cuz he can do the best for this..
but he din come to me..
still so sad..=( TT..

Jin Akanishi's sun burns down

love the music!
his voice is quite good=)
go japan!=D

Arhhh

I love takano san soooooo much!!
too handsome jor n aso soooooooooo sweet er him x)
yukina aso so handsome er x)
but takano is the best! XD

But based on these two stories (junjou romantica n sekai ichi hatsukoi) i like the most is usagi n misaki that pair!
then only takano n ritsu
aww they melts my heart!
if this person reli exist then good lor. But i duwan him to b a gay in reality xD

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ええと..これが私の最後のワード..


わたしは、あなたが好きです..チョンジャ鄭
好きです...
あなたはとても心優しいです..
ほんとにすみませね..そして
ありがとう..
じゃね..=)

Hisashiburi ne~=D

its been a long time!

recently many things happened

i went genting with supian kahwai weileong tap nick waimeng(?) choiyean kie jiahui and unexpectedly stella LOL

i did try to treat her well but she stepped on my nerves though , cant b helped

sry bout that.

me and suuuuu~=D

uh..for me its not really a very very fun trip..

plus i dun reli like genting all this time..

it reminds me of something..

but ive finally tasted startbucks!!

how expensive~TT

and i finally own a padini blouse!

i bought it for my mum's bday n i hav it too cuz buy 2 is cheaper

hooray for me for the first branded attire that i own!

but i was quite sad when at nite..

we were playing cards but they had a fight..

there shud not hav a fight!

its a trip guys!

i wil not say who rite and whos wrong

know ur own fault

think clearly whether if u did normally or did wrong

i was so..sad seeing them..

it suppose to b a fun nite that was so precious since we dont hav much opportunity..

enjoy without arguing , without fighting..!

actually i was quite lonely in that trip..

i feel like..was i not fitting in or..i just..hope that someone was there..?

dont care!

its no longer my matter..

nex is im gonna change job!

i hope that chadstone wil gimme a call!

kumon is no longer my place soon

but i wil miss chisan T^T and aso fitry XD

cehteng all the best lor XD

results almost come out..12 more days

i was quite scared after hearing my dad said the gov wanna take us chinese down by changing the real grade into the worst ones

he read it in newspaper that gov change those econ grades from A into F!

waa wth? so much difference of course so obvious la

30 ppl somemore==

use brain sikit la if wanna change aso==

but i feel kinda worried about our results too

will they change ours too?

NO!!~

shoste

i came to like yaoi stories nowadays

such as junjou romantica n sekai ichi hatsukoi

all thx to chisan brainwashed me==

XD

but its so so so sweet n romantic!!

i was quite pantang about gay

but..now i feel like its normal!!

NO~XD

im so hapi that i finished complete download my anime collection^^

shitsudeshimas

oyasuminasai , mina!^^

Kuroshitsuji forever!! x)

all of kuroshitsuji song aso so nice er..TT