First Shock of my life

today i took my spm results
guess wat i had?
3As6Bs
not 6As3Bs
3As!!
reli?maji?hontoni?
its been 13 hours since i took my results n now i stil cant believe this..
but i hav to accept it..cuz i can do nothing..
recheck sure no use one. waste money
i got:
bm - B+
bi - A
moral - B?!
sejarah - B?!
mm - A
addmaths - A-
physics - B+?!
chemi - B+
bio - B
those with (?!) reli cant believe!
i know i can get A for those after i did my exam
nowadays reli.. i heard a news about gov..
dunno la but this year reli quite unusual
alot of them so geng aso dropped..
dunno lah! 
juz wanna say I AM TRUELY DISAPPOINTED WITH THE RESULTS!! but not reli to myself cuz im sure i worked reli hard..real hard


ya my full a spree had ended yesterday. just like soolee xD
same place mati xD
but me mati more teruk hahahaha jkjk ;D
but i was quite hapi that my dad din stab me much. but he some kind of console me=D
indirectly lah hahahaha cuz he wil never directly do it so


i am reli reli sad er..i tot i can get better results for hoongkee's bday..
hapi birthday to him! 
but i couldnt make it..sorry..
i cant get flying colours anymore..
not even can smell the smoke of flying colours==
today the first person i contact with was big bro
hahahaha cuz he wil console me n support me one=)
my mood went better after he talked to me
n he invited me to go kl this sat to meet with sis aso
i think im going x)
long time no see sis n aso bro..
i was so scare to tell dad n bro-->hoongkee after knew my results
cuz: dad wil stab me n bro wil scold me
hahahaha both aso hurt xD


hapi for kahwai n joc
kahwai finally beat chua after trying for so long=)
but chua reli is a type of legend xD
joc got 5As!
bm A+ somemore wor geng loh
bm reli hard to get a in gov exam one..
n im hapi that i helped her with her maths reli paid off!
i stayed back for her er T^T =D
shes reli hapi with it. n i feel glad for her too=)
but when i looked at myself..aih..!


so sad today i saw zheng..
but i din talk to him n not even stay close to him..
the first time i saw him in school jau saw him n his gang with yh already..
straight away my mood dropped into -1
at first also already so sad with my results n feel like so ashame to see him
but after seeing him around her..lagi no mood to even watching over him..
actually i hope to get better results than her this time..
one of my hardwork aso bcuz of this
but..seemed like i failed
so..shes better for u..
so..mayb its a good thing that i got these results?
so that i can make this as one of the reasons to let him go..
u deserve better..
i actually wished to b consoled by him..cuz he can do the best for this..
but he din come to me..
still so sad..=( TT..